from an old dream journal, undated entry:
"I do not trust human history.Â Child mind regards events as entities, separate from their historic relationships, existing in their own terms."
my dreams were weird last night.Â actually, i had none.Â then i woke up with jenny's alarm and fell back into a light dreamy state for maybe an hour.Â in that hour i had incredibly vivid experiences.Â i woke up disoriented.Â in addition to my practice, which now encompasses my daily life in ways it could not while i was bound to the idea of rarified space, i have been phasing in the daily logging of my dream life- something i haven't done regularly in years.Â already, i like what it has done for me.Â from today:
"In NIME.Â I am doing my presentation for a prototype.Â It has somewhat changed so that now all it does is cut large slices of swiss cheese and dispense it to people with a glass of ginger ale.Â Mike says he's disappointed that I had made such a change in my concept.Â I tell him that I disagree that such a change has occurred at all:
'It is either about the role of composer, and the actions and practices that encompass composition, or it is about cutting cheese.'"